Galau

Have you ever in a position that you really want to fight for your dream but for some reason you have to give it up?
Arrghh.. It feels sucks and makes me down…
But to see a bigger picture and see in different angle maybe I would do the same (although this teach me to not letting the same situation happen in the future again), yeah I think I have to give it up, at least for a while *breaking glasses back sound :(*
One thing that slaps me hard and make me a bit stronger now that God will always be with me.
Does it sound cliché? Whatever… But, yep, this situation makes me realize that you can’t count on to anybody but Him.
I’m getting stronger again coz I know there’s a sign He is with me by hearing this song yesterday in the church:
“ku kan terbang tinggi bagai rajawali, di atas segala persoalan hidupku. Dan aku percaya saat ku bersama Dia tiada yang mustahil bagiku…”
Mmmhh.. Am I being honest here? No!
Am still feeling sad but I have to face the reality. Reality bites, doesn’t it?
Whoosaaahh….
Even though I feel I’m now in my lowest point of my life, I gotta get up again to chase it again…
Hopefully this moment only stays temporary… One positive thing that I can learn from this I want to try to be a better person.. yeah yeah, cliché again… But, let me try and wish me luck, please?
And guess what, somehow this song helps entertain me today… The lyric just fits me well, too…
"Calling All Angels"
I need a sign to let me know you're here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup

When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said

[Chorus:]
And I'm calling all angels
I'm calling all you angels

I won't give up if you don't give up [Repeat x4]

I need a sign to let me know you're here
'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

[Chorus]

When children have to play inside so they don't disappear
While private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don't talk for years
And football teams are kissing Queens
and losing sight of having dreams
In a world that what we want is only what we want until it's ours

[Chorus x2]

Calling all you angels [Repeat till fade]

Oh can’t wait to watch Train’s live performance show in Jakarta next month…